Sander's draft remix of the song which appeared o Unsuddenly in 2010.
lyrics
i couldn’t feel what was missing,
i slipped out of the dream i designed
and when i had no where else to go,
so many choices i hid behind
i came to you so alone,
my foundations still shaken
lost, on the road, of a child, still in between…
All my hiding places taken
so i’m locked now, inside a life i made
and i’m doing time
trying to escape from, the man i cannot become
and what isn’t mine….
it’s easy to live with aloneness, when you run away
hug yourself with addictive needs
blame you for what’s in my closet, that i can’t put on
all these clothes that don’t fit me
but i’m stuck now, inside a life i made
and i’m doing time
trying to escape from, the man i cannot become
and what isn’t mine….
bridge
there’s a sense of running in place, on a road, that doesn’t lead home
sleeping with deepest doubts,
trying to think a way out, through the panic and sweat of what’s true
trying to drink it away, maybe leave you to say
i can’t stand it all to be so alone
but i’m stuck now, inside a life i made,
and i’m doing time …
trying to escape from the man i can’t become
and what isn’t mine
waiting to feel ready, waiting to feel right
and i’m doing time,
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